Ive been cheating myself for too long.
Living as if i was going nowhere,
And I know its wrong,
Ive been fighting myself for too long,
I try, really try to keep my head up high,
And I know its wrong,
And I should really know better,
But its been so long;
I know how I feel,
But Im afraid to show it,
Inside its so real,
But no one else would know it,
The whole truth and no lies,
Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry,
Come on Testify, Come on Testify
Ive been lying to myself for too long,
Silence.... was my only comfort
And I know its wrong,
But I cant change the weather,
Its been too long;
To the friends that Ive lost on the way,
To the friends Ive been pushing away,
You could say that Ive made it,
But Im Jaded
And inside Im falling;
Ive been fighting,
Myself for too long,
And Ive been hating,
Myself for too long.
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